Time passed by and I was happy with the changes. My personality was different. However, as the time went by, I became depressed. I was never able to be happy. My relationships were unfulfilling. So it was all in vain. At one point, I was so depressed and lonely that I wanted to kill myself. Later I fell deathly ill of HepC with cirrhosis of the liver because the life-style I have being living. The doctors informed me that there was nothing they can do to help me. At this point I became bitter and very angry with God because I asked him many times to remove the same sex attraction from me and it never happened.
Jesus Christ called me out. I stopped abusing drugs and dressing as a woman. I began to look like the real me. I was a new creature. I began to meet with people who were Christians. And they loved me unconditionally.
I knew Jesus did not want me to live that life. He had made me whole in His love. I began to experience a confidence that I had never had before. This is where his healing began emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. Someone invited me to the Calvary Gospel Church where I was baptized In Jesus Name and filled with the Holy Ghost!!
Now I help people with SSA. I am dedicated to raising awareness through education and encouraging the Body of Christ to minister to those who struggle with sexual and relational brokenness through a personal relationship with Jesus Christ and the healing power of the Holy Spirit.
I have completed my studies at Purpose Institute, an Apostolic Training Institution. Now l have a ministerial license and work as a full-time minister. I also finished training to become an instructor for the CIP program, (Christian Intervention Program), through my church. This program helps individuals deal with addictions, drugs, and alcohol abuse.
Praise the Lord for the GREAT things He has done!!!
I have been supporting and working with individuals from numerous countries with unwanted same-sex attractions. I have also been collaborating with different groups and organizations that reach out to individuals wanting freedom from SSA.
I pray to my Lord to move me to the next step so that He will continue to work in my healing. I have been changed by His HOLY SPIRIT. Trust me, when GOD is in you, your life will never be the same. JESUS CHRIST is the most powerful experience that ever happened to me!!!