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​They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death. Revelation 12:11

The Love of Jesus Satisfies Me

10/7/2016

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Since my childhood I was somewhat effeminate. I didn't understand that time why I was like this... but that hurt me a lot because some of the boys laughed at me because of that. So I couldn't go outside to be among other boys. I always stayed at my home. When I was 8 years old my father sent me to his sister's house for good education because there wasn't any good school in my village. There I became so lonely and I suffered from home sickness. I missed my family very much there. However I became a good  student in my study there and that's why the boys at my school didn't laugh at me. They respected me there because I was a good student.

There was someone who's like a brother to me in my neighbourhood there. He was older than me. We were friends. Because of my effeminate and shy nature, he used me in sexual ways for a month. At that time I didnt know anything about sex but somewhere in my heart I felt that it was wrong. So I started to ignore  him. He always tried to get hold of me to use me for his sexual fantasies and that's why I stopped going out. I left home only when I had to go to school or to a different direction. A year after, one of my distant relatives tried to rape me while we were sharing the bed. Somehow I escaped. These incidents in my life led me to homosxeual feelings. Growing up, I had some feelings for the opposite sex too but the feelings for the same sex were stronger and the latter overcame the first.

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Not The Same Love is a book about God's redeeming love over homosexuality
Pas Le Même Amour est un livre sur l’amour de Dieu qui nous libère de l’homosexualité
Bukan Cinta Sejenis adalah sebuah buku tentang cinta Tuhan yang membebaskan kita dari homoseks
Il Vero Amore è un libro sull'amore di Dio che ci libera dall'omosessualità

  • ENGLISH
    • The Book
    • Testimonies
    • Articles
    • Ex-Homosexual Through Jesus Christ
    • You and Me Forever
  • FRANÇAIS
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    • Témoignages
    • Articles
    • Pas Le Même Amour (Facebook)
    • Toi et Moi pour Toujours
  • BAHASA INDONESIA
    • Buku
    • Kesaksian
    • Artikel
    • Bukan Cinta Sejenis (Facebook)
    • Kau dan Aku Selamanya
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    • Il Libro
    • AmorePuro: Ministero Ex Gay
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