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They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death. Revelation 12:11
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TESTIMONIES |
They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death. Revelation 12:11
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When I was a boy, I was sexually molested and abused for many years by older men. The abuse started when I was 6 years old the same time my father left my mother and I. Then my mother came to United States to work, leaving me in the care of my two great aunts. At this time I began to feel same sex attractions. When I got older, I became involved with older homosexuals and bisexual men. At the age of sixteen I started to identify as been a female and began dressing as a female. Then at the age of 35, I met a man who I thought was a woman. We spent a great deal of time together. A few months later I was on my way to becoming a transgender woman. Like my friends, I was attending support groups that helped me to become psychologically prepare for the transition from male to female. Time passed by and I was happy with the changes. My personality was different. However, as the time went by, I became depressed. I was never able to be happy. My relationships were unfulfilling. So it was all in vain. At one point, I was so depressed and lonely that I wanted to kill myself. Later I fell deathly ill of HepC with cirrhosis of the liver because the life-style I have being living. The doctors informed me that there was nothing they can do to help me. At this point I became bitter and very angry with God because I asked him many times to remove the same sex attraction from me and it never happened. In the homosexual and transgender life, youth is very important. I was obsessed personal appearance. After much suffering from abusing drugs and sex, being very sick in the hospital and spending long days at the Psychiatric Hospital, I wanted to change my life.
Jesus Christ called me out. I stopped abusing drugs and dressing as a woman. I began to look like the real me. I was a new creature. I began to meet with people who were Christians. And they loved me unconditionally. I knew Jesus did not want me to live that life. He had made me whole in His love. I began to experience a confidence that I had never had before. This is where his healing began emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. Someone invited me to the Calvary Gospel Church where I was baptized In Jesus Name and filled with the Holy Ghost!! Now I help people with SSA. I am dedicated to raising awareness through education and encouraging the Body of Christ to minister to those who struggle with sexual and relational brokenness through a personal relationship with Jesus Christ and the healing power of the Holy Spirit. I have completed my studies at Purpose Institute, an Apostolic Training Institution. Now l have a ministerial license and work as a full-time minister. I also finished training to become an instructor for the CIP program, (Christian Intervention Program), through my church. This program helps individuals deal with addictions, drugs, and alcohol abuse. Praise the Lord for the GREAT things He has done!!! I have been supporting and working with individuals from numerous countries with unwanted same-sex attractions. I have also been collaborating with different groups and organizations that reach out to individuals wanting freedom from SSA. I pray to my Lord to move me to the next step so that He will continue to work in my healing. I have been changed by His HOLY SPIRIT. Trust me, when GOD is in you, your life will never be the same. JESUS CHRIST is the most powerful experience that ever happened to me!!!
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9/5/2016 05:26:01 pm
Although I did not lead the transgendered life, I did engage in a homosexual life for many years, out of anger towards God, because he didn't take away my same sex attraction. I began trying to move out of that life, but always failing, because I was doing it without God. I have been celibate 12 years now. but the last four have been easier, since I came back to God (always believed in Him).
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Rosalind
9/10/2016 09:16:10 am
Beautiful testimony, Many people need Repentence from many things, Including That. God Bless YOU?
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Ashley
6/13/2017 07:45:33 am
Amen! God is so good and his mercy is endless! Your testimony speaks volumes during these crucial times where so many people believe they were born gay. Mentira del diablo! May God touch the youth with your testimony in a powerful way! God bless you brother! 🤗🤗🤗
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Joan Rogers
2/13/2019 08:44:15 pm
I have always said, these people were molested as babies/children/teens..I use to preach this. I knew from testimonies and from God, the reason, and also condemning a child because of the child's gender, making them feel ashamed of their gender, causing them to feel less then a person.
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